Bikaner, the city...

Here...

 In Bikaner..

There is a temple of Mata Karni Devi...

Fine...

No problem...

Cities do have temples , dedeicated to Female Energy...

But you enter the gate..

And find to your horror...

So many rats...

Soooooo many...

All on the floor...

On the walls...

White and black...

Both varieties ...

And all sizes...

Some were real big...

They can scare your soul out of you...

For me ...

Even a small size was enough to scare my soul out of me...

At every step there is chance of some rat comming and getting crushed under your feet...

Oh God ! 

I am cursing myslf ...

Why the hell I choose to enter the gates of this temple...

Oh Mata Karni Devi! 

Forgive me...

I seek your blessings here in this Hotel-room...

But yes, 

I admit...

I could not manage any Bhakti-Bhav in the temple...

Even in front of you...

So my Mother!

Forgive me 

And bless me and my family...

I need your blessings Mother !

Once again ...

I seek your forgivness...

Forgive me

For all the cries and shouts,

Which came from my mouth spontaneously...

In all humility...

I bow my head to you Mata Karni Devi !